The Beacon
Eleven
Mrinalee Reddy
Do you remember when we were eleven?
The roads seemed endless beneath us
I’ll always reach for you
In the crystal morning air
We’ll climb back up the
big red fish
feet scrabbling to hang from its edges
you on the left, me on the right
fingers meeting in the center
over its gills
Laughter sharper than the jewels of
raindrops sliding off leaves
into sandy banks
We were two ships in the night
Celestial twins
did we once run through the woods
underbrush sweeping below our bare feet
When I was the bow arching back and
you were the arrow flying straight
Till traces of our collision still
flutter throughout the universe
But by the time the dust settles
We’d already be far away
Do you remember that?
before time started ticking
and the earth started turning
and the world was only as large as
the pulse between our hands
Arms pumping, the world beating in my ears
I see you sprint in front of me
Metal flashing between your teeth
cheers boiling my blood
The universe tilts on its axis
Sweat pours off me as
my back meets the grass
always falling
behind
I colored the inside of my shoes purple
widening the chasm
but what’s yours is mine
and I’m only yours
Still, Dusk’s breath crystallizes
coming home, still
arms search for the curve of your waist
but the crescent moon spins up,
gone in a flash,
still-
I’ll keep losing
I’ll fall and sink and swim and scrape back up
again
if it means you don’t pull away from the horizon
when I arrive
But I know better.
Look, the fingers of Dawn peel over
cresting waves of mountains
We better get going
Our hands slip past each other
like stars grazing their colossal surfaces
pulling back
Circling away around the universe
Dust rises in a cloud
the tentative silence
is shattered
and the red fish watches impassively
out of its beady plastic eye
Do you remember when we were eleven?
Let’s go back to that.